Once again...

It has been a long time since I wrote anything in my blog...I can't remember when it was the last time. I suppose it was the last time I felt alive. Well, those days are long gone. Life and it's demand has sucked the life off me. I am here barely at live typing and with every stroke of each key, I feel my heart beating each time slower than the previous time. My hearts beats because it has to to keep me alive but not because it finds pleasure in do so. Life has become a battle between my will to keep going and chaos of my reality.